Guest Assuperman Posted July 17, 2013 Posted July 17, 2013 I have several times visiting Bangkok. It was wonderful, pleasant, amazing, yet also dramatic, irritating, and miserable. Back then I was too virgin to realize about things in club when a Chub Santa-type farang from Australia hooked on me. He greeted me. And I didnt mind. He brought a white cub too anyway. He said he is his friend. Okay, both look like same shape to me, only different size. One dress like about 17 to me while the santa was about 20. So Santa started to smooth me up; All the sudden friendly talk with cheek-to-cheek warmness, stealing neck kissing and earlobe licking, ass groping. One thing I noticed was....... Le cub was not so comfort, even Id tried talked to him. And he pretty seemed defensicve when I try to assure him of someone he can be coupled up with. Okay, for most of gay out there, especially who is quite aware of their existence, I know you might have said: Just go with it. who cares? They're boyfriended or not, its a club and climax is important. You might not have seen the cub by tomorrow anyway. Or in a very least chance. Why bother feeling like responsible for the burden? Turned out this story is anti climax guys. I declined, and walked away. I cant tell for sure, but le cub was relief. and the other round I bump onto this couple again, they both seem to mix with the crowd of hot semi nude boys. Probably going for the next attempt. The other night was spent on one of the Sauna, and I accidently meet up with one of the 'last year's bear' guy I intrigued with. He smiled to me friendly and looked didnt mind if we go for another round, which I put so much assumption and hypothesis of why we didn't go on another round last year after our first encounter; Was the sex bad? Did he like hairy man? Did he have enough (in bangkok)? Okay I wouldn't turn things disappointed this time. I would do anything and being so uninhibibited. I'm crazy about him afterall. WHY WOULD I GIVE MY LEAST TO COVER MY BEST? So then in steam room with clear visibility to others I go on my knees as he asked. And he begin to show his colour in exhibitionism. People started to notice. Shame really. My face become hotspot as I had expected. I told myself I had to give my best. And soon others come and join in like bees attracted to honey. His body was all worked up. his neck, his nipples, i dont know anymore. Literally, because I couldnt see his face anymore. He is all crowded with people's head before I realize a spurt of hot milk filled my mouth. It was even total handsfree for I didnt know where his hand was at. But I just close my eyes, stay on my position and keep up myself until the last drop. He was satisfied then. We had a post-fuck-gratitude-talk after, and all of accident (without knowing what had happened before) an older man known as silver daddy approach us. He introduced silver daddy assssss his boyfriend. So that was it: all out and no another continue serial fuck. Expectation was just over rated. But the clue was clear than ever though. They are boyfriend and its going nowhere. So in the end, I put up a truth about gay love life in this...... It is over rated, another routine, another lie over commitment (Am i naive?), it is cynical and not romantic, and........(you add it up yourself) It was not all first when I met them - those couples. I had met another brit early 40 guy who smoothen me up over his indo-chinese boyfriend (and the rule was grope yes, kiss no, oral yes, fuck no), another middle eastern daddy who claimed himself to come to bangkok with his best friend (and stay up together in a same hotel room), another white early 30 guy who visit bangkok with his friends that are couples, just to attend his friend's wedding (sound like a movie to me), etc etc etc......... The interesting thing is that everytime one of the partner left abadoned while the other is in amour, there is some sort of dark and slowly fainted radiance in their presence as if...... He let it be but was not sincere enough, or rather by force. So if you are still a creature with moral (I'm not saying a human), of course it will be such an offense. The basic line is: le boyfriend is not OK with the rules. Nobody ever would. But this is the fact: In biology book, commitment is just a naive request; there is only mutual symbiosis. So if youre giving all yourself for a relationship, you might think twice as for now. #Sorry I crash the party. Quote
