R.I.P. Killian James

[Guest Larstrup]

13 minutes ago, AdamSmith said:

Bitch stole my shoes!

That's great news! LOL

[AdamSmith]

1 hour ago, MsAnn said:

Hmmm...Looks like the outside of one of those back alley bars in Shanghai that he likes to frequent.

Shh!

It'll get crowded if you talk it up too much. 

[Guest RfromKC]

On ‎2‎/‎19‎/‎2017 at 9:04 AM, TotallyOz said:

I hate to say this. I hate to say this. But, with this BS going on, I now find JD MUCH more reliable. Notice I did not say he didn't go over the top again and again. But, the root of his story, certainly to me seems to be more valid.

 

22 hours ago, jimboivyo said:

JD made his mistakes but he ended up owning a lot of them in the end. KJ did his fair share of threatening, lies, racist bullshit, drama, slander too and never manned up to any of it. He's the donald trump of the escort world.

I agree with Oz on this

No surprise. I'm in agreement with Oz and Jim here. Although JD may get emotional in his defensive posts, he never stoops to mindless name-calling. He never even tried to bait others as JJ constantly did to him. There is a common note of glee in JJ's anti-JD rants that also characterized Killian's most negative statements about JD, which in the case of Mr. James, included cruel and blatant racial slurs. This particular hoax, which many believe is yet another subliminal cry for help by KJ, along with his meth-induced video of a couple of months ago, is very sad.

JJ is nothing more than a cyber-bully, (Troll) who somewhat sickly enjoys baiting JD, trying to goad him into another defensive post. KJ, on the other hand, who once actually professed to be JD's friend, has not only gone beyond the pale with his racial comments, but also his constant cruel put-downs of so many of his porn colleagues and fellow escorts.

JMHO

TruHart1

[Suckrates]

1 hour ago, RfromKC said:

 

No surprise. I'm in agreement with Oz and Jim here. Although JD may get emotional in his defensive posts, he never stoops to mindless name-calling. He never even tried to bait others as JJ constantly did to him. There is a common note of glee in JJ's anti-JD rants that also characterized Killian's most negative statements about JD, which in the case of Mr. James, included cruel and blatant racial slurs. This particular hoax, which many believe is yet another subliminal cry for help by KJ, along with his meth-induced video of a couple of months ago, is very sad.

JJ is nothing more than a cyber-bully, (Troll) who somewhat sickly enjoys baiting JD, trying to goad him into another defensive post. KJ, on the other hand, who once actually professed to be JD's friend, has not only gone beyond the pale with his racial comments, but also his constant cruel put-downs of so many of his porn colleagues and fellow escorts.

JMHO

TruHart1

 

Oh Tru, the loyal troll.  How much did JD PAY you to come out of hiding to post this?  I know he has been watching, but as his hands are tied for misbehavior here, he cant reply himself.  So there you are...Cut the shit... JD is a mess any way you cut it.  He did stoop low on many occassions and name-called, and most of his troubles he created himself with his sneaky back-handed shit.  At least I call it UP FRONT, and dont do my "bullying" as you refer to it in the back alleys like JD does.  His rants, his empty threats, his pvt harrassing emails.  So now that you did your PAID duty, go back into hiding,  BYE girl !   If you believe I'm a bully, I might as well live up to your expectations.  You on the other hand are weak and pathetic for supporting a guy who  is vile and has done damage to so many people. Deplorable !  (and IF you quote me, make sure you do it accurately) 

[MsAnn]

3 hours ago, RfromKC said:

 

No surprise. I'm in agreement with Oz and Jim here. Although JD may get emotional in his defensive posts, he never stoops to mindless name-calling. He never even tried to bait others as JJ constantly did to him. There is a common note of glee in JJ's anti-JD rants that also characterized Killian's most negative statements about JD, which in the case of Mr. James, included cruel and blatant racial slurs. This particular hoax, which many believe is yet another subliminal cry for help by KJ, along with his meth-induced video of a couple of months ago, is very sad.

JJ is nothing more than a cyber-bully, (Troll) who somewhat sickly enjoys baiting JD, trying to goad him into another defensive post. KJ, on the other hand, who once actually professed to be JD's friend, has not only gone beyond the pale with his racial comments, but also his constant cruel put-downs of so many of his porn colleagues and fellow escorts.

JMHO

TruHart1

[Guest Larstrup]

5 hours ago, RfromKC said:

JJ is nothing more than a cyber-bully, (Troll) who somewhat sickly enjoys baiting JD, trying to goad him into another defensive post.


TruHart1

Yet you're the one who logged in here; forums by the way, where you have contributed absolutely nothing. Only to bash one of the largest contributors of content here. Now who's the troll?

[Suckrates]

 

It also didnt go unnoticed that immediately after Truhart logged in and posted this "grievance" for JD, JD logged on as well.

It doesnt take Einstein to know these 2 are in cahoots and working together since JD is unable to participate.  As I always maintained, Tru is nothing more than a paid "mouthpiece", who JD somehow convinced to serve him. (I guess a free Olive Garden dinner holds alot of weight. ?  Some people are really THIRSTY). 

Still with the SHADY SHIT..... some people just never learn.  

[Suckrates]

AND, I also knew that as soon as the esteemed OZ posted his semi-defense of JD, it would open the floodgates in the twisted mind of JD and we would be hearing from HIM some way/somehow. , 

[TotallyOz]

Well, to be fair, it was semi at most. But, I always felt JD was telling the truth about the EOTY ordeal.  I just hated the way he presented it after the 10th time. The basis story made sense to me. But, I am so far removed from that site that I didn't even know who Killian James was until I searched more about it.  He is a sexy guy for sure. But, I feel bad for him if this is something he did intentionally.  I have known people who faked their own death and it is horrible for those that care about them.

A few months ago, I found out a guy who worked for me when I ran a NYC escort service died. He was an amazing lad and one that I thought would outlive me by 50 years.  He committed suicide.   I was devastated for over a week.  These boys die too young and we have seen it far too often.  I'm glad that did not happen to Killian, I really am. But, I do think a cry for help.

[Suckrates]

3 minutes ago, TotallyOz said:

Well, to be fair, it was semi at most. But, I always felt JD was telling the truth about the EOTY ordeal.  I just hated the way he presented it after the 10th time. The basis story made sense to me. But, I am so far removed from that site that I didn't even know who Killian James was until I searched more about it.  He is a sexy guy for sure. But, I feel bad for him if this is something he did intentionally.  I have known people who faked their own death and it is horrible for those that care about them.

A few months ago, I found out a guy who worked for me when I ran a NYC escort service died. He was an amazing lad and one that I thought would outlive me by 50 years.  He committed suicide.   I was devastated for over a week.  These boys die too young and we have seen it far too often.  I'm glad that did not happen to Killian, I really am. But, I do think a cry for help.

We are not responsible for the decisions others make for themselves.  Yes we can be sad and grieve, but ultimately the control is theirs.  I am sorry for your loss.

However, on the JD front, there may have been elements of :"truth" to JD's claims, but IMO it does not exonerate him for all the shady shit HE actually did do.  Daddy has treated alot of us unfairly, but a sane person would not go batshit crazy about it especially when we are talking about a plastic crown and a fake title only a niche market knows about.  We need to keep the story in its proper perspective, and JD's m.o. of beating a dead-horse and then grinding it up for dinner was hardly palatable. The site was a better place once you made your decision to limit his access.  People have the freedom to focus on what they want, and not be bombarded with the avalanche that was JD which "consumed" the site.   Let's hope our semi-peace continues. .  

 

[MsAnn]

3 minutes ago, Suckrates said:

   Let's hope our semi-peace continues. .  

 

[AdamSmith]

22 minutes ago, MsAnn said:

(Cardinal Spellman.  )

[Suckrates]

 

[Suckrates]

[AdamSmith]

10 hours ago, Suckrates said:

 

BOZO beatified! 

[Suckrates]

2 hours ago, AdamSmith said:

BOZO beatified! 

 

Now is that "fake news" or an "alternative fact" ?   You liberals are always on the "attack".... 

[AdamSmith]

31 minutes ago, Suckrates said:

You liberals are always on the "attack".... 

Always! 

[boiworship]

I understand that Francis Cardinal Spellman loved the chorus boys.

[AdamSmith]

1 minute ago, boiworship said:

I understand that Francis Cardinal Spellman loved the chorus boys.

[Guest JHOLT1998]

This is quite an interesting story. Created by porn stars, then finger pointing that the young men did this himself. It's all crazy.Where's the proof? I read the texts, it's obvious they were taken out of context. 

[Guest jimboivyo]

5 hours ago, JHOLT1998 said:

This is quite an interesting story

This story is as dead as his career 

[Guest JHOLT1998]

9 hours ago, jimboivyo said:

This story is as dead as his career 

Clearly he isn't escorting anymore or doing porn. Good for him. I wish him well. His reviews are excellent. Perhaps others can take a lesson rather than reiterating he is or was mess, that part is obvious. Be an escort who delivers, and all else will not really matter.

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

Now I'm back from my extended "vacation" from the forum gave me time to retreat and travel some with close friends (fellow brothers in the business) made me realize it's not worth it to be bitter anymore.

Yes, I've been wronged, and tormented among many (including Killian James), but I'm going to forgive this young man, and let the past (of the hell he put me though for no apparent reason) go.

Me and Killian were close friends/brothers who I admired and adored dearly, and part of me still do (even though he's a straight up mess).

Killian may have done (and said) some unforgettable acts towards me that unforgivable, but I'm gonna just forgive him, and wish him all the best in life.

I remember the good old days where Killian was kind, sweet, and loving. The love and compassion he was as a friend was wonderful, and it brings tears to my eyes at times when I think about him cause I miss him so much cause I loved him, and admired him because of his kindness, charm, and loyalty. Killian (when he wasn't under the influence) was a kind and gentle soul. He truly was.

I hope one day maybe we will get the "old" Killian back who was charming and charismatic and not this vicious, and vindictive monster that the drugs has made him out to be to so many people across the board.

Again, I loved him, and do forgive him as I have to realize that the drugs made him out to be of a monster as I have witnessed, and hope maybe one day he'll realize the error of his ways, and get the help he needs as this isn't the Killian myself and many people have grown to love and adore greatly.

If he ever said to me "I'm sorry for all of the torment I put you through, JD", I'd be the first to welcome him and forgive him with open arms with a big hug. The hug I'm referring to will be a sign of relief of forgiveness, and to say to him, "welcome back, my friend".

Sure would be great to have the old Killian back.

JD

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

On ‎2‎/‎19‎/‎2017 at 10:04 AM, TotallyOz said:

I hate to say this. I hate to say this. But, with this BS going on, I now find JD MUCH more reliable. Notice I did not say he didn't go over the top again and again. But, the root of his story, certainly to me seems to be more valid.

Thanks Oz for having confidence and faith in me when "others" didn't.

As many are aware now of what's happened behind-the-scenes I think brings me peace to know not everyone is ANTI-JD anymore like they use to.

Now that Karma has erupted in my favor and Killian has mainly "outted" himself to what my claims were in being harassed, I think it's best to not have to prove myself to anyone anymore of how I've been wronged. The proof on how evil these people can be at times is coming out more and more in these individuals actions, and me venting, and defending myself needs to be no more as my reputation and brand is back to normal as many people see I was targeted, and to be most horrific circumstances unimaginable.

Thanks again, Oz for quoted what you quoted of finding me more reliable, and sorry if I disrespected your site in anyway by venting or bringing up someone you didn't care I mention as you can see I was only hurt and bitter by all that's happened to me for which (as you know) I didn't deserve whatsoever, but Karma is royally coming around, and loving it.

Like I say to people all the time - God doesn't like ugly, and those you do wrong has a heavy price, and unfortunately that heavy price has costed these people (including Killian) quite a lot to they're reputation, self-respect, and brand in the escorting/porn community.

A lot of the venting and defending I was doing, Oz was to protect my brand, and not in anyway discredit anyone on purpose as they've tried to tarnish my good name and reputation. 

Think I've defended myself enough to where people are aware what's going on, and that a lot of my anger was due to the BS that's happened to me to those who I thought were my friends who has as much respect for me as I did for them. 

I'm all about respect, and treat those as you've want to be treated as unfortunately some of my colleagues and mentors weren't. I guess that's where you have to draw the line of who are your mentors and real friends in the business for which I'm starting to realize as time goes on.

JD

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

On ‎2‎/‎20‎/‎2017 at 5:06 PM, TotallyOz said:

Well, to be fair, it was semi at most. But, I always felt JD was telling the truth about the EOTY ordeal.  I just hated the way he presented it after the 10th time. The basis story made sense to me. But, I am so far removed from that site that I didn't even know who Killian James was until I searched more about it.  He is a sexy guy for sure. But, I feel bad for him if this is something he did intentionally.  I have known people who faked their own death and it is horrible for those that care about them.

A few months ago, I found out a guy who worked for me when I ran a NYC escort service died. He was an amazing lad and one that I thought would outlive me by 50 years.  He committed suicide.   I was devastated for over a week.  These boys die too young and we have seen it far too often.  I'm glad that did not happen to Killian, I really am. But, I do think a cry for help.

Just so you know, OZ, a lot of people now see I was telling the truth about a lot of things. Including the whole EOTY ordeal which made me more reliable and creditable to potential clients seeing I was wronged in the whole matter. Also with Killian outing racial slurs towards me and such proved to people that what all I was saying about being wronged by "certain" individuals were accurate.

What Killian did by hoaxing his death was unfortunately a cry for help that ruined his good name and career down the toilet, and part of me sorta feels sorry for him that the good name he once had in the porn and escorting community is now tarnished to a point of no return I'm afraid.

Like I said in a previous post, Killian was a sweet, and loving kind person who would never stoop this low faking a death to get attention.

Just saddens and disgust me (and other escort who know and loved him) how drugs just overtaken his life so bad to a point of no return in the escorting and porn community seeing how he burned many bridges that can never be rebuilt.

I hope if he does return to porn/escorting, he would be the old Killian who all knew and loved, and not this nasty, but vindictive monster from hell who likes to torment people just cause he feels he can in order to get what he wants out of them.

Killian is a good guy with a good heart when he's not on drugs, and I can truly speak from our interactions together of what a sweet boy he was, and will say he was one who cared about me and looked after me.

Really was a good guy, and do miss him actually.

Hopefully he's in a better place now getting the help he needs, and being at peace with himself and in his life.

JD