Change Of Heart!!!

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

Hey Guys,

Met with one of the past former EOY's as well as a well-known porn star/fellow escort this past week for some suggestions and advice on how to overcome this fury I have for Daddy and his "sidekicks". Both gentlemen made me realize that even though I've been wronged in the most excruciating and most deceitful manner by several people including Daddy himself being racially humiliated, banned from the forum and so on, so forth - I cant let this drama get in the way of my success as an escort and hurt possible other innocent escorts financially rely on the site in order to succeed in they're career as an escort.

I can't see myself being that ruthless as like Daddy, Steven, Tristian, Dane, and Killian have been unto me that escalated to further complications like RockhardNYC mentioned in a previous thread. I need to do what my friends said and raise above the drama - be the better person - let it go, and that's what I'm gonna do. Just not worth the heartache in retaliating - seek revenge towards those who wronged you. I'll be better blessed in the future with great fortune by NOT retaliating.

After thinking on the wisdom both men shared with me this past week, I decided to call off terminating of the Daddy's Reviews website as planned for September 1st, 2016. It's true of me having the site shut down as of today through some high powered connections I know who can make the website disappear a reality. Was eager to make Daddy pay royally for the torture and pain he's put me through that was unfair and to get back at him for his vendetta towards me. He humiliated me by having my 2015 EOY award stripped(which was something he said to me and Kesslar at one point that can never be taken away from you), and I felt it was my duty to have his website and everything possibly connected to it stripped as well. I guess you can say two wrongs don't make a right in this case and regret I let my emotions get the best of me like this to a point of making the site vanish in some fatal way. Daddy, Kesslar, Dane, Tristian, and Killian have all wronged me in such intense humiliating ways possible one can say, but I need to get over it the pain they've cause and learn to forgive and forget.

The escort who was a former EOY back some years ago told me "you can't lose something you've already won, JD". "Daddy might be calling himself getting back at you for personal BS between you two, but the fact remains is YOU are the winner and EOY for 2015". "Just so your aware, JD, I was informed Daddy stripped the award due to pressures he was getting from a lot of cry-babies in Palm Springs about your cheating your way to the top in order to win as a lot of people felt Alec Andrews should have been the winner and not you". "I myself think it's a crock of BS because Daddy informed most of the EOY's you won based on the countless amount of votes that came in, and to my understanding both Tristian Baldwin and Steven Kesslar are the two who helped influence his decision in having your EOY stripped which was just lowdown and degrading on they're part",

"So you're aware, JD, both Steven and Tristian are not looked upon in a good light because of that, so they sort of hurt they're brand by doing such a vicious act towards you as they too turned against you (as we know) for personal issues too." "Many know you and Steven hooked up and had a romantic sorta relationship going on, and he's only being a prick to you now for reasons you and I both of him being emotionally unstable".

Like I told the escort, "Maybe they wanna hold grudges as if they haven't done anything to cause friction that started this whole mess in the first place, but I'm not going to continue such negativity on my end as I have move on with my life."  

I feel in my heart, I have been NOTHING but good to Daddy when others weren't or didn't want to go near 10 feet of him stating what an asshole he was. I wasn't out to use him or be in good with him to win EOY as members accuse me of as me and Daddy were close and developed a bond long before the possibility of me becoming future EOY even came up.

He and Ace were the one's who felt becoming the next EOY would help enhance my career and public image like it's helped Ace achieved the high and mighty road to success as an escort by becoming EOY which is why I pushed so hard and thrived so hard to get there, and I did finally.

The reason it was stripped was due to personal reasons most of you already know, and I for one don't care anymore as no award is worth me losing my sanity or career over. It's good to at least know I won EOY 2015, and accomplished a goal that even I thought may would have been impossible to achieve, but did.

Daddy and his "Meangirls" want to be vindictive, and abusive like they have - I'm just gonna let them as it only proves to me and others who are PRO-JD that know of the situation these people are miserable living unhappy lives, and wanna see me miserable - I'm gonna give them that satisfaction - not anymore. I can win other awards of achievement for my hard work and dedication as an escort somewhere else. Someplace that'll respect me as a person and not put me down or ridicule me cause I'm black. Many of you have witnessed the horror I have been dealing with regarding racism in the community lately, and I think it's starting to be evident more and more as my race has been more of an issue then me being liked as "JD" who's a great escort and cares for his clients.

One thing I am going to let members on this forum know is: Daddy, yes have done some mighty hurtful and uncompromising things to me that is beyond repair I think, but he's also done a lot of wonderful things for me as well. I find it quite unfortunate he would at times take pleasure pushing my limits by not respecting boundaries, (like Steven Kesslar) he had his good sides as well.

Many of you can relax, and know I am not looking any further in having the website shut down. I'm over that, and wouldn't be able to live with myself being responsible for other innocent escorts loss of income because of me retaliating towards someone who wronged me. Best to leave well enough alone, and let this all ride out on it's own. Those who may have wronged me will get what's coming to them eventually. Karma has a way of paying those who've wronged you back.

Theory shows it's always best to come out the better person, stay strong, and let fate get those who've wronged you back. Just doesn't pay to do wrong unto others being it can turn around will and come back to haunt you. Best to leave well enough alone, and just let karma do it's job. I don't want any part of "karma" coming to haunt me for shutting down the site, so it's best to walk away - let it be.

Sorry guys for coming off so bitter and angry like I've been about this whole EOY drama, and now being scammed. Seems everytime I turn around someone is always screwing me over in someway. Just sick of being kind to people and get burned. You can say I'm quite hurt and very disturbed by what Dane's done recently as I thought he was my friend, and turn around and played me for a fool. Took my kindness and generosity for granted, and that hurts to see someone I thought was my friend do such a thing by extorting money out of me to help they're friend who could give a shit of my contributions. Maybe that's my problem - I'm too nice to people to a point it shows some form or sign of weakness to where others feel they can screw me over like they do.

I tend to give people the benefit of the doubt while getting to know them, and maybe that's why I get hurt like I do too is because I'm too trusting of people. Need to be more on guard, and cautious I guess of others intentions or motives.

However - I'm gonna just enjoy my life, and start to put this drama of what's happened recently all behind me. Be the better person, be the bigger example when others aren't.

One of my favorite scenes of "Diary Of A Mad Black Woman"  movie. Something to remember and always refer to when others have done you wrong......

"Charles, I've been nothing but a woman and wife to you - I don't deserve this". "You will reap what you sow - You can keep your money".

Love this line of the movie being it's right on the money, and so true as I have seen it happen to the bad guys who do others wrong - ALOT.

Best to let it be, and walk away from it all.

JD Daniels

[Suckrates]

 

More useless Bullshit.   Gee, you really have TOO MUCH TIME on your hands.  Go get a Job !   And Stop fabricating all this crap.   You have nothing, you met with noone,  You have a sickness and just Crave attention any way you can get it... (and yes, you like to hear yourself TALK)    

Be truthful.. You are taking a creative writing course at the Learning Annex and all your posts are just practice exercises...  Ok, ill buy that....  I give you an "F"

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

8 minutes ago, Suckrates said:

 

More useless Bullshit.   Gee, you really have TOO MUCH TIME on your hands.  Go get a Job !   And Stop fabricating all this crap.   You have nothing, you met with noone,  You have a sickness and just Crave attention any way you can get it... (and yes, you like to hear yourself TALK)    

Be truthful.. You are taking a creative writing course at the Learning Annex and all your posts are just practice exercises...  Ok, ill buy that....  I give you an "F"

Ohhhhhhh - Don't be so hard on yourself, JJ - it isn't you.

Things will get better for you when you grow up I'm sure.

Now, would you like to go to McD's for your weekly "Happy Meal"?

[RockHardNYC]

History, despite its wrenching pain, cannot be unlived, but if faced with courage, need not be lived again.

Maya Angelou

[MsAnn]

 

Change Of Heart!!!

Started by JDDanielsxxx, 5 hours ago

 

It's too late.

 

[TotallyOz]

I hope this thread Change of Heart is sincere and that it is the last one regarding this. 

I have asked for no discussion about Daddy or his site for a while.  This was ignored.  I'll let this one stand for now. No more! Enough.  Warning issued. Oz out.

[stevenkesslar]

Wow.  Now we are getting somewhere.  The Sandbox and the filth in it is gone, and JD has proven what of a decent, humility, kind nature he is.

I voted for JD for EOY because he's Black.  That's it.  He is articulate and he made a good case that Blacks don't get the recognition they deserve.  I was hoping he would rise to the occasion, just like other moral leaders like Martin Luther King and political leaders like Barack Obama seized their moments and rose to the occasion and changed the world in what I view as deeply moral, positive ways.  With this missive, JD has shown what kind of leader he is, and of what a kind, moral, Christian nature he is.

I was talking to a former EOY of the Year yesterday (who knows, maybe even the same one as JD did) who said, "Steven, are you aware that Daddy is on the verge of insanity?  Come to tell the poor man is almost going crazy, holed up in his bathroom with a gun as of worrying that the Feds come Sept. 1 gonna seize everything because of JD's endless threats.  Gonna come flying into his very own home, what with this whole big collosal scam of Daddy and his evil Kesslar cohorts horrifically and wrongly and unjustly luring JD into giving $500 to help Rentboy and maybe keep Jeffrey out of jail.  JD being unjustly and wrongly and horrifically lured into helping Jeffery, and beyond that horror the horror that Daddy so of an unkind nature so worried and what not.  It practically killed the man thinking of the entire federal government, high powered DA and all, sweeping down on Daddy to shut down that website and deprive all those escorts of all that income they could make whoring.  Would a been a crime."

So I feel like my vote for JD for Escort of the Year paid off.  Here we have JD, in the moment when Daddy was as good as felled, with high powered DA's with the WRIT OF SHUT DOWN in their very own left AND right hand, high powered DA and police and all,  JD of a kind Christian nature at the very last minute staying the judgment and showing the mercy in his heart and stopping Daddy from being shutdown.  Of what a relief for Daddy!  And to show the world the good heart that JD has, of a kind nature, too trusting, that even though Daddy and his evil Kesslar cohorts did JD wrong, JD would of compassion forgive.

And speaking for my own self, JD, I accept your apology and change of heart.  Your kind words about me and other leaders of our community, like my friends Dane and Tristan, warm my heart, and the few people reading this can now know of what a forgiving nature you are to see as as perhaps imperfect but still good people that you set all the horrific things we have done what making you contribute $500 to Rentboy aside.  You are of the most compassionate man I know.

Now, I have another job for you, seeing as what of a great leader you are, EOY.    There is an escort that is absolutely bat shit crazy, and now that Daddy is off the hook, and Dane and Tristan and I have our good name back, due completely to your mercy, this guy Oz has this bat shit crazy escort doing what comes sort of natural to him, and tearing Oz's website to shreds.  And I can see he is fixin' to say that Oz is a racist, and this whole Oz website thing is racist, just like he did of Daddy's website is racist.  This bat shit crazy escort gonna drive this poor man Oz crazy.  Every day this bat shit mothfucker gonna be postin shit, sounding kinda deranged, crazy what not, and actually kinda funny to read, like you wake up in the morning and go - WHAT THE FUCK?  IS THIS FOR REAL OR IS IT A FUCKING COMEDY SHOW?  But nonetheless gonna drive this poor man Oz bat shit crazy, and soon enough some scam gonna happen, being as Oz gonna be threatened and harassed of being racist and being sued or some high powered DA's gonna come swooping down or what not, shut down poor Oz little porn site, take all Oz's money, just like they almost did yesterday on Daddy but for of the very mercy of JD Daniels.  Meanwhile gonna spend every day trying to tear  Oz and people on his website apart.

So since you've had a change of heart, JD, can you do Oz - not to mention the rest of us -  a favor?  How about if we all pray to Jesus, and just have a moment of silence?  And how about if we turn that moment into a minute?  And how about if we turn that minute into an hour?  And how about we turn that hour into a day?  And how about if we turn that day into a year?  A year of silence.  Precious, peaceful, reflective silence.  Because otherwise this poor man Oz gonna be driven bat shit crazy by this batshit motherfucker.

Now please, God, or Oz, or whoever?  Can we all just get down on our hands and knees and be silent and pray?

I am starting my year of silence right this second.  Goodbye.

[Guest Larstrup]

As an agnostic, I'll just send a note to Lucky.

[RockHardNYC]

33 minutes ago, stevenkesslar said:

I am starting my year of silence right this second.  Goodbye.

I don't think we're going to find many people willing to put money on this. Verbal diarrhea seems to be a difficult affliction to control. But many of us are rooting for all of you to find a way to end the hurt. Revenge will eat your soul and spit it out, this is assuming you all have one.

If someone asked me to judge JD's Change of Heart speech, I'd have to say it's the most passive-aggressive form of contrition I've ever read. I tell every passive-aggressive person I meet to seek a good therapist. Otherwise, they seem incapable of making life work for them.

46 minutes ago, TotallyOz said:

No more! Enough.

I realize Oz said "No more! Enough." Again, I don't wish to disrespect his wishes by posting to this thread, but I used this thread to see how the quote feature works. I think I'm learning and growing. Thank you for understanding.

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

1 hour ago, TotallyOz said:

I hope this thread Change of Heart is sincere and that it is the last one regarding this. 

I have asked for no discussion about Daddy or his site for a while.  This was ignored.  I'll let this one stand for now. No more! Enough.  Warning issued. Oz out.

Thank you, OZ for your support and understanding as I didn't mean any harm or disrespect towards you or your website of any kind. Not at all whatsoever.

I can guarantee you on my life this will be the post regarding this matter (of who's name we shall remain nameless) as I am honest and sincere about letting this all go as I've said my peace, and now moving on to heal and forgive. 

Time to focus mainly on enjoying my career as an escort, and spending time with this wonderful new man that's come into my life here in Atlanta as he's been a joy to me in my life. :). Wink.

JD

[Suckrates]

5 hours ago, JDDanielsxxx said:

Thank you, OZ for your support and understanding as I didn't mean any harm or disrespect towards you or your website of any kind. Not at all whatsoever.

I can guarantee you on my life this will be the post regarding this matter (of who's name we shall remain nameless) as I am honest and sincere about letting this all go as I've said my peace, and now moving on to heal and forgive. 

Time to focus mainly on enjoying my career as an escort, and spending time with this wonderful new man that's come into my life here in Atlanta as he's been a joy to me in my life. :). Wink.

JD

Wow, that Truhart money really must be keeping you afloat ?   Any other man that knows you, or knows OF you must be a total crazy masochist if he enters into ANY type of relationship with you.  

And I vote we start a pool for how long it takes before your NEXT post of this matter.  You wont stop till you are committed to a psych ward and put into a straight jacket so that your fingers cant touch a keyboard. 

You cant have a Change of heart when you are Heartless.....

 

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

2 hours ago, Suckrates said:

Wow, that Truhart money really must be keeping you afloat ?   Any other man that knows you, or knows OF you must be a total crazy masochist if he enters into ANY type of relationship with you.  

And I vote we start a pool for how long it takes before your NEXT post of this matter.  You wont stop till you are committed to a psych ward and put into a straight jacket so that your fingers cant touch a keyboard. 

You cant have a Change of heart when you are Heartless.....

 

Whatever, JJ. 

Not even worth commenting on as I don't need to prove or say anything else further at this point. 

I'm done!!!!!!!!!!

After what happened to Killian recently being exposed like he was on Str8porn, I think people know that these people who claim to be so innocent - are not.

Seems the documentation I had in my possession of his racial slurs and form of harassment has finally paid off where audiences are aware these occurrences took place and not fabricated as the emails don't lie.

Actually come to find out from the str8 porn site that did the article on him racially offending me, claim this isn't the first offense of him doing these sort of stunts by harassing other escorts/porn stars. Quite sad I must say.

[Suckrates]

1 hour ago, JDDanielsxxx said:

Whatever, JJ. 

Not even worth commenting on as I don't need to prove or say anything else further at this point. 

I'm done!!!!!!!!!!

After what happened to Killian recently being exposed like he was on Str8porn, I think people know that these people who claim to be so innocent - are not.

Seems the documentation I had in my possession of his racial slurs and form of harassment has finally paid off where audiences are aware these occurrences took place and not fabricated as the emails don't lie.

Actually come to find out from the str8 porn site that did the article on him racially offending me, claim this isn't the first offense of him doing these sort of stunts by harassing other escorts/porn stars. Quite sad I must say.

 

What's SAD Miss thing is you using the KJ story to coverup your OWN shit storm.  Dont even pretend to be this fucking angel here JD.  Thats pathetic.  And you are certainly correct that you dont need to prove anything to me, because you already have, and that is that you are a master manipulator and psychological abuser.  I really dont see how the downfall of any other escort is going to help YOUR cause, because everyone knows the truth about YOU as well, and you aint coming out of this smelling like a rose... More like a heaping pile of manure. 

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

1 hour ago, Suckrates said:

What's SAD Miss thing is you using the KJ story to coverup your OWN shit storm.  Dont even pretend to be this fucking angel here JD.  Thats pathetic.  And you are certainly correct that you dont need to prove anything to me, because you already have, and that is that you are a master manipulator and psychological abuser.  I really dont see how the downfall of any other escort is going to help YOUR cause, because everyone knows the truth about YOU as well, and you aint coming out of this smelling like a rose... More like a heaping pile of manure. 

LOL....

AGAIN........

WHATEVER, DUDE!!!!!

Have a nice weekend!!! Go put down someone who cares to hear you ramble......

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

15 hours ago, stevenkesslar said:

Every day this bat shit mothfucker gonna be postin shit, sounding kinda deranged, crazy what not, and actually kinda funny to read, like you wake up in the morning and go - WHAT THE FUCK?  IS THIS FOR REAL OR IS IT A FUCKING COMEDY SHOW?  But nonetheless gonna drive this poor man Oz bat shit crazy, and soon enough some scam gonna happen, being as Oz gonna be threatened and harassed of being racist and being sued or some high powered DA's gonna come swooping down or what not, shut down poor Oz little porn site, take all Oz's money, just like they almost did yesterday on Daddy but for of the very mercy of JD Daniels.  Meanwhile gonna spend every day trying to tear  Oz and people on his website apart.

Watch it, Kesslar......be nice......

 

[Suckrates]

5 hours ago, JDDanielsxxx said:

LOL....

AGAIN........

WHATEVER, DUDE!!!!!

Have a nice weekend!!! Go put down someone who cares to hear you ramble......

And now Doucebag, you are guilty of STEALING and Lazyness  Not even creative enough to go find your own GIF to post. .   You are CRAZY to even write that I ramble... Have you been reading the shit you have been posting for weeks ???   SURE you have, since you have Nothing but time.   EOY - hahahahahahahahahaha !

[citylaw1]

As an attorney, I find it very hard to believe any of this nonsense.  

[Lucky]

JD, congratulations on your change of heart. Look to the future. I hope it is bright and promising. I do think it would be easier to move on from this if you just put Suckrates on your ignore button. For reasons of his own he seems unwilling to let this all come to a close.

[RockHardNYC]

27 minutes ago, Lucky said:

JD, ...I do think it would be easier to move on from this if you just put Suckrates on your ignore button.

I fully agree with this smart advice.

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

58 minutes ago, RockHardNYC said:

I fully agree with this smart advice.

I'm with you!!! 

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

2 hours ago, Lucky said:

JD, congratulations on your change of heart. Look to the future. I hope it is bright and promising. I do think it would be easier to move on from this if you just put Suckrates on your ignore button. For reasons of his own he seems unwilling to let this all come to a close.

Thank you, Lucky. I agree with you 100% and will look forward into the future as you suggested.

Have wonderful friends, amazing clients like Truhart1 in my corner, and a few former EOY's/escorts who know my heart and know I'm a good person who's kind to others.

Truly a good honest person, and God knows my heart - I have a good heart. Just somewhat a little bitter towards those who've wronged me terribly, but will eventually overcome this struggle.

I'm not this insane monster these Anti-JD queens at times make me out to be. I don't believe in doing others wrong - couldn't do it even if I wanted to like in this case of not having the website shut down. 

Due to that kindness I've been burned and belittled, but am healing from all that pain for the better.

Now with a wonderful and gorgeous new man in my life I'm dating, looking forward in turning 36 in a few weeks, and my escorting career sky rocketing to get heights like it has - I feel blessed to be enjoying life and be alive. Life couldn't be more exciting for me then it has been lately.

Suckrates just a miserable person who seems to have nothing better to do but to put down other escorts and they're misfortunes. Ive come to ignore Suckrates at this pount as I've made my point, and now its best to leave it be. Really is a shame someone is this nasty and vulgar, but not everyone in this world is gonna be civil or nice. Learning that part of reality in life more and more in this business, and as I'm getting older as not everyone is gonna like you or be kind to you as you are to them. 

No matter how others wronged you - it's best to walk away from the drama and move on knowing they'll get what God or Karma has in store for them. It's best to let KARMA do the dirty work and not YOU.  

Truly I can relate to Helen on "Diary Of A Mad Black Woman" cause she was a woman with a good heart scorned - who became somewhat bitter, but came around and let karma heal her wounds for the better, and that's what I need to do is walk away and let God handle my battles.

Come out the better person and not continue to be bitter at times when I've been burned badly like I have. 

[RockHardNYC]

Some of you guys never learn. You make the same mistakes over and over again. It's tiring, and it NOT GOOD FOR BUSINESS.

Mr. JD, with your last paragraph in your last post, YOU FED THE TROLL. You gave him the attention he seeks, and you deserve the outcome. The rest of us will suffer, too. Thanks for nothing.

[Suckrates]

18 minutes ago, JDDanielsxxx said:

Thank you, Lucky. I agree with you 100% and will look forward into the future as you suggested.

Have wonderful friends, amazing clients like Truhart1 in my corner, and a few former EOY's/escorts who know my heart and know I'm a good person who's kind to others.

Truly a good honest person, and God knows my heart - I have a good heart. Just somewhat a little bitter towards those who've wronged me terribly, but will eventually overcome this struggle.

I'm not this insane monster these Anti-JD queens at times make me out to be. I don't believe in doing others wrong - couldn't do it even if I wanted to like in this case of not having the website shut down. 

Due to that kindness I've been burned and belittled, but am healing from all that pain for the better.

Now with a wonderful and gorgeous new man in my life I'm dating, looking forward in turning 36 in a few weeks, and my escorting career sky rocketing to get heights like it has - I feel blessed to be enjoying life and be alive. Life couldn't be more exciting for me then it has been lately.

Suckrates just a miserable person who seems to have nothing better to do but to put down other escorts and they're misfortunes. Ive come to ignore Suckrates at this pount as I've made my point, and now its best to leave it be. Really is a shame someone is this nasty and vulgar, but not everyone in this world is gonna be civil or nice. Learning that part of reality in life more and more in this business, and as I'm getting older as not everyone is gonna like you or be kind to you as you are to them. 

No matter how others wronged you - it's best to walk away from the drama and move on knowing they'll get what God or Karma has in store for them. It's best to let KARMA do the dirty work and not YOU.  

Truly I can relate to Helen on "Diary Of A Mad Black Woman" cause she was a woman with a good heart scorned - who became somewhat bitter, but came around and let karma heal her wounds for the better, and that's what I need to do is walk away and let God handle my battles.

Come out the better person and not continue to be bitter at times when I've been burned badly like I have. 

 

YES JD, you ARE the Mother Teresa incarnate... and now that you have the amazing Rockhard in your corner,  you can conquer the world and achieve Great Things.....

[Guest JDDanielsxxx]

6 minutes ago, RockHardNYC said:

Some of you guys never learn. You make the same mistakes over and over again. It's tiring, and it NOT GOOD FOR BUSINESS.

Mr. JD, with your last paragraph in your last post, YOU FED THE TROLL. You gave him the attention he seeks, and you deserve the outcome. The rest of us will suffer, too. Thanks for nothing.

Rockhard,

Read my recent post that was just released just now. Obviously you made your post before I did was, so can understand why you said what you said not knowing what was in store of what your about to read. 

Sorry for the confusion and hope you understand.

[Guest DirtyBird]

34 minutes ago, JDDanielsxxx said:

"...it's best to walk away from the drama and move on..." 

So, why haven't you done that?