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Hello Everyone, I am completely new to this website. Heck I am completely new to the Escort World. I am seeking advice. Please let me explain a little about myself. I am 54 years old. 5'10 approx 200 pounds. I just lost 20 pounds and hoping to lose another 20 by June 1. I wear hearing aids and completely deaf in the right ear. I also have a ED problems. My partner of 34 died on 6/30/2016. We had a great relationship. Sure the beginning was a roller coaster ride, but after 10 years, it was a bliss. We were truly lucky. I had it all. A great man, successful business, and through grief and pain, I lost it all. My partner was 25 years my senior. I did everything I could to keep him out of the Nursing Home, which broke me financially. I am glad I was able to do that, as those last few years are irreplaceable. But it took a heavy financial burden on me. I took several jobs over the last 2 years. I've tried RV Transportation, which I delivered Travel Trailers and Fifth Wheels to Dealerships across the United States & Canada. The pay was good but after breaking expenses I made around $1,000.00 a week, and that's working 80+ hours, sleeping in the vehicle and if I was lucky I was able to take a shower 2-3 times a week. It was a brutal life. In order to maintain that kind of revenue, I had to drive around 3,000 miles per week. Leaving no time for any kind of social life. Now I am looking for a life of adventure. My sister isn't happy with my decision to try this world. She convinced that I may end up in some sex trafficking group. Its been over 15 years since I've been fucked. I prefer older men, at least 60 and older. I just adore men with goatee. mustaches, beard.... Men with true grey hair makes me wild. I do love gay sex. I am not bi at all. I'm a great kisser, loves to give blow jobs, suck on the balls and rimming. I truly enjoy giving as opposed to receiving.... Either way is fine. I am not into pain, or bondage. I believe my last boy friend stays with me so long because I was great in bed. He was so sweet, he asked me to be his Boy Friend. Then he started talking about renting a house together and all the trimmings and without warning he blocked my number. He shutted me out completely without warming or Good-Bye. I want to take control of my life. I am asking for advice: Is this a good place for me to be? I do not know how to get started in this business. Is there a safe club to join and go from there? I live 1 hour from Madison, WI, 3 hours from Milwaukee, 1 hour from Appleton, 3 hours from Green Bay. I am looking for adventure. I've tried other web sites for dating, Zoosk, Manhunt, Silver Daddies and a few others. I just ended up with liars, games player and deadbeats. If I'm going to give it away I may as well get pay for it. I'm not out to get rich, I'm hoping to make enough to be able to keep my house. Please, can any one give me some advice on how to get started, and if this life would be for me. I would love to try it, I am just nervous and frightened by it all. It's seem so overwhelming. Thank You, Loyal2u