Reminds me of the 1st time i did Oral with a guy in my classroom. Considering how many girls he had, i was convinced he must have STD's. We ended up alone together and offered me a good time, and i was so scared of catching something...but i wanted him so much...
In the end i took the chance and he was clean afterall, even now 15 years later he remains the best D i ever tasted 😆, i realise thats more sad instead of inspiring. But if i had not taken the chance, I would have missed out on that. Since then i am less afraid, we have to be afraid these days of everything anyway, nice to just have fun and enjoy your passion.