I have had the pleasure of working with/ hiring/meeting/fantasizing over many of these young men. They form the basis of my erotic "buttons". I wish I had the means to connect with all of the fellas I hired "back in the day" who are still alive to make a film about those days.
I am thankful that I survived the plague years. and that I never let my darker Demons lead me into death."There but for the grace of G-d go I" is a very pertinent phrase to me-one that I repeat often.