No idea who you are pining for, but trust me, there is another just around the corner for 117, even hotter, with a better attitude, willing to be your beck and call boy, and for less money than you are willing to throw away on whoever or whatever.
The guy in 117 is playing you like a Strad and you are falling for it. When he has emptied you of whatever is in your wallet or on your debit card, perhaps you will take a step back and examine the entire sociological milieu.
In respect to my avatar, not the prettiest guy. Nor the best looking.
He won't stop traffic but then he also won't brake mirrors.
However, and let me qualify this as someone whom might not do 3-ways and 4-ways like you know who, but I do live here permanently and do get around more than a little bit now for over 3 years, have been to almost all of the saunas at one time or another. And without a doubt, this guy in my avatar is the absolute best sex I have had in my life. A true whore. Knows exactly how to please another man. He knows all of the tricks. Heck, he is twenty-seven now and has been turning tricks on the street since he was 15. The true male sexual animal. And a truly terrible person.